Gosh it's hard..
God knows how much I'm suffering with these mixed feelings.
Do you even know how much it hurts?
How much it's killing me inside..
To love someone that I'm not supposed to love.
To miss someone that I'm not supposed to miss.
To think of someone I shouldn't think about.
I wish I could stop these feelings.
I shouldn't love him, I shouldn't miss him.
I hate him.
But I couldn't seem to find a way to get rid of all the feelings I have for him.
Despite all of these loving and missing, I'm pretty damn sure that he don't deserve me.
He can never be a permanent resident in my heart and mind.
He needs to go, leave my heart and mind.