Yah it's been quite long ey..
I've been around.
Been working for almost a week already.
Getting myself used to get my ass off the bed in the morning.
Even when it's afternoon shift, I don't feel like I had enough sleep.
Felt like naps to me.
Tomorrow will be another day.
But I gotta be at work at 8AM SHARP for the stock take.
I've to be the assistant to my senior, which is one of my gffs.
I've been handling the fitting room lately and it was tiring at the same time worthed it.
Because I was so busy that I got to control myself from keep on checking out the time.
I kept myself busy until my colleagues told me that it was almost time to closing.
And I'll feel relieved.
My foot hurts.
Gonna get a pair of new shoes.
HE told me to get them.
He said he gonna pay for it but my uncle insisted for him to keep his money as I'm now under my aunt and uncle's responsibilities.
I know I'm indeed a spoiled brat, still.
But I also believe that this will go on for the meantime only.
Because I've promised myself to learn to become an independent woman.
I'll make it, I'll manage to get thru this on my own sooner.
Him, yes he's around.
Nothing much to tell.
Coz the love never fades away.
I love you.
But if God has written that you won't be mine and we'll have to separate, what more can I say or do..
I'm here, holding on to my faith and prayers.
Going with the flow.
That's what I'm doing.
Yes there are so many obstacles popping around here and there for us.
But God is great, don't u think so?
And he's fair. Always been fair.
You told me the same thing too.
Believe in Him, and everything will be under control.
By the way..
Yah I do miss my hometown alot!
Not the place, but the people.
I been calling them and we cried together you know!
We're missing each other alot!
My dad my sis, my grannies, cousins and relatives!
Can't wait till I come back home!
I miss you people!