Sabrina - Vee Zalani

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Random Update.

Alrighty, I don't think there's any interesting stuffs that happened to me recently. But it feels like something's kinda missing when I didn't blog on anything. Lol.

So here I am, wait.

Figuring out what to type..

Okay, so just in a month 2 weeks and 2 days to go til our 2 years anniversary.
It's not that long to be excited about- to some people..
But it is for me.
Since this is my first relationship being with ONE same guy for the past 1 year and 11 months +.
Some of my previous relationships would be on and off even after I got a new man, and broke up and got back with the ex and broke up and met a new one and got back to the old one.

It sounds funny I know.
Not that I was such a bit*h but things happened u know.
I didnt planned it to happened like that lah.

That one particular person was always waiting, and I would always thougt that I won't lose anything to give him or US, another try and another try and another.

So with this current boyfie of mine, yes we did broke up a few times- or maybe a thousand times. Haha. But so far, Alhamdulillah, whenever we broke up, I never did or even have the thoughts of running back to my ex or find someone new.
I don't actually like to boast or tell people how good my man is, how this or that he is.

Because I don't read people's hearts and minds.
No matter how I feel so close to him and all, I wouldn't know.
And fate, is in God's hand.

I don't want to boast around telling everyone how good my relationship is, since nothing is confirmed yet- not until the day that he proposed me.
And for now, all I can say is, I am happy here. The place that I wished to be forever. With him.

I'm a jobless person, just because I have to wait for my referal examination. I'm not proud of it but I believe that no matter how, I just have to deal with it. There isn't any option, is there? Unless I chose to kiss my diploma goodbye. Heh.
I believe that something way better is waiting for me ahead.
I'm still walking slowly, I know.
Lazy ass I am. Lol.
But I do know that the day that I'll be running fast to grab my dreams and to be where I want to be will come, sooner or later. I just know.
On other stuffs; I'm in love with my new blackberry.
But too bad I can't take photos from the phone.
In fact, I can't use some of the functions provided, since I haven't registered for postpaid.
I mean those internet functions, MMS and all.
Nanti la dah kerja, boleh la register postpaid.
Goodnight everybody!


nea said...

v..aku dah buat blog.haha sebab umah dah ber bertenet2.

Sabrina Vee Zalani said...

wahaa ye ke.. best2..